'Hello June

things haven't been working the way i planne but
hey, that's why life is so exciting to live bcuz
there are way too much drama and unexpected things
that happen that makes it thrilling rather than boring

at times it is really tiring..all the drama and unimportant
shits i get from people but it's all good.
recenty i have been going to gold's gym to work out
the 10 day pass thingy..thats $50. I saw Seung hee..but
i didn't have the chance to say hello cus i was worried
if he didn't remember me.
during my freshmen year he was one hella funny/perverted oppa
he was definitely fun to hang out with him but he changed so much
no physically but in different ways..
maybe physcially too.. cus he got buffer..bt his face was
noticable..before he always had that joking, child-like smile on
now i don't see that anymore. he grew up and now he looks like a man..
for some reason...everytime i try to say hello to him theres this
wierd awkward-ness all of the sudden
which even makes it more harder for me to say hello...

today was suppose to be vianka's good-bye party but it didn' turn out the way
all the remaining nmaers had planned...(remaining as Tomo, Luis, me, Kaito,and Kaba)
there are also other people that i havent listed on the remaining nma list
but thats becus Im not sure if there are here or not..
anyhow. my parents were having a bbq tonite at my house cuz
this "uncle" (he looked pretty young) got married and came to honeymoon to Saipan
(hes from my mom's side. but I have never saw him. and this is the first time)
I never knew I had far far uncle. after the bbq me, tomo, my brother, luis and Kaba
all went down to big dipper for icecream.

vianka take care and i love you so much
you were one hella good best friend and i hope we get in touch.
im sorry for what had happened today and recently the past few monthes..
and im also so sorry that i couldn't be there for you when you really
needed me the most.
Good-bye my friend and take care.
I wish for the best always for you,my wifey! :^)