another post

ah, summer break has started
and yes, my gpa fell and i still have to send out stuffs to RISD
oh, to people who haven't noticed, i am not going to parsons
as i have planned. and yes, it is my dream school but right now
im not sure if i am ready for fashion design. so im going to this
art school in Rhode Island its called Rhode Island School of Design
its the number one school for art school. better than Yale University
(at least thats what i heard) still don't know why they accepted me
and i still do feel like i don't deserve this, but why i am very thankful
that i did get accepted! there are many reasons why i changed my plans
and it was definitely a hard decision because it is more far away from
Seattle...i mean New York is also far away from Seattle but closer than
Rhode Island..(yes, im seeing K again..to let you guys know..im in a
"friends for benefit" stage with him haha LOL)

anyhow second, i wanted to experience an urban life since i am from a small place
and thats one of the reasons why i was planning to go to New York but
my plans have changed....im stuck in this quiet (at least quiet-er than New York right?) place..not that i hate quiet places..its just that i wanted to experience
something new and exciting but i guess not.
at least new york is 45 minutes away. i can visit ?

to tell you the truth i have many plans this summer..
first i am planning to visit K around septemberish or august...
which one, either way..
the important part: (shhhh...its a secret)
without telling my parents that i am visiting...
although my parents do know that we did see each other like 1 year ago
(since i told my dad after the break-up) but i didn't tell them recently
that i have been seeing him again..(this time long-distance. Sorry dad about the cell-phone bills..i was too lazy to buy a card..haha LOL i hope you notice the phone bills after i leave to Korea..plz)
anyhow....so my parents totally don't know that we are seeing each other agian..
and it is a total crime for me to change the ticket to Rhode Island to Seattle
im not gonna live there, but maybe a one week visit before school starts.
and its really secretive and risky..cuz im not sure how im gonna do this but
it is definitely gonna happen.....LOL
i don't even know where this courage came from but i miss him so much
from the 1 year apart period.

around June-July im going to be at Korea..probably taking art classes
with my brother in the same portfolio academy i spent almost all my precious break..
don't worry, its not gonna be that massive like before.. only 3 times a week..
mann compared to before thats little!
then, im probably gonna take yoga classes or any exercise so that i can shed some pounds that i gained from all the finals.....
im also gonna club alot and see friends that i haven't been hanging out due to too much school events and work...

am i excited? yah..if only i dont fail mr. wicksman's EN 202 class.
shit i chose the wrong teacher..i think..
this is bullshit..but i hope and pray i do pass his class.......hahahah