Am I maturing or what?

These days I have been really annoyed by NMAers stupidness
Am I maturing or..am I just annoyed because I have PMS?
I don't know but what I'm sure is that I am ANNOYED...

It is really really sad to see young girls having fake smile on
I mean they're so young
and I can't believe they're so fake in a young age
I know these days I have been talking about
fake people constantly but it is true
Wen feel it and I feel it and everyone feel it.

Some people think they are good enough to make harsh "funny"
(they think it's funny, but I don't think it is) comments
but I say they are in the same ranking and don't have the right to make any
fucked up comments about other people. I mean who do they think they are? rite?
I don't think they are any better than the people they make fun of.
(If you know who I am talking about..)

I just get annoyed when people just use people
and think it is the right thing to do.
as if that person was born to just get used
who the fuck does that rite?
but appearently the people here do it
and believe me, I have been used by people
and it is one of the crappy feelings out there
a human can feel. I really hate it...
I don't know I mean...since I know how it feels like, I don't use people
for only to benefit myself. Although I am cold, I am not a selfish bitch.
you many call me a hardcore bitch but I at least have the brain to
think what is right and wrong. I have morals and values..that's why
I am different from the stupid bitches that bitch for nothing.

well enough of that,
College, college, college
that has been always on my mind
I am not even sure if I can get into the college that I always dreamed of going
I still need to send out my transcripts..WTF..
I know, I know, I have been procrastinating....URGH
I hate procrastinating but when I try to do things..I just get lazy...
being a senior is the hardest thing...

I am thankful that any of my friends don't ask me to hang out with them
There are many reasons why but my foremost reason is because
I don't want to be like them.
They really disappointed me this semester
They seem like they are not the same people that I use to know
the people that I thought was kind, amicable...but
...all the good characteristics just rusted away
it's either that or I'm over-reacting
but I don't think I'm over reacting.....